Stranded in Tanzania

in theory i should be more concerned about my stance in the game given my lack of complete activity, but in a weird way i'm more focused on the prospect that other individuals may have more of a prominent standing in that they've done more worth being spoken about. which is weird because, it's kind of how the recurrent speaking of the respect i have for the legacy of this game is catching up to me - i'm no longer a spectator or just an isolated alumni, and i've always said i came to make some stamp or impact. i know with reason i have some sense of validity to not be too frequent with this at the start, but i need to get used to it quick.