I want to start by thanking the hosts of Stranded for their immense efforts. I was constantly blown away by the experience you have designed and by how much thought went into every moment of this game. Aaron and Kara, it is my pleasure to sit at the end with you and, may I say, you both look radiant tonight.
Jury, hello. Let’s talk about the goat in the room.
It’s no secret that I have been labeled the goat of this season. I was given the superlative on Day 20 at the In-Crowd challenge and it was brought up over and over, much to my chagrin, at the Tribals that followed. Jeff shone a spotlight on me, put the Goat Signal in the sky, shared fun anecdotes from previous seasons about the consequences of bringing a goat to the end, I mean… the warnings were public and numerous from host and players alike.
So as the goat, maybe it’s no surprise I’m here at the end then. But overcoming that scrutiny is one of the unique challenges that I faced in this game.
Another aspect of my game that is unique to me is playing this game as an outsider. I started on a tribe full of huge personalities. I’ll admit, I was overwhelmed. But I got to work having one-on-one conversations to establish myself as a friendly, humorous, level-headed individual and I knew that if I could make that impression on these over-the-top players, when shit eventually hit the fan, that I would be an appealing second option. These connections, especially with Aaron and Tommy, paid off in the last week of the game when I was finally able to team up with them and forge a path to the end.
After the swap, I found myself outnumbered by former Nyiri members but went right to work creating connections, selling myself as a team player. Poroto was the only swapped tribe to go to Tribal twice and I survived despite coming in on the wrong side of the numbers. I found a way to surmount a challenge that was unique to me and my game.
At the merge, I tried to ride the middle. My closest allies, Dean and John, were firmly on different sides. I flipped on Poroto, infamously, which I do not regret, but I fumbled hard when it came time to own that to the people I betrayed. That I do regret. Instead of working to squash their anger, I allowed it to fester and that undoubtedly contributed to me earning the title of goat.
I won the two immunities I absolutely needed: the first after my flip, which bought me a little time to recede into the shadows again, and at the final four, so that I could sit here as a result of my own efforts.
I played a cautious game. It wasn’t flashy. I worked hard to keep my alliances under wraps. For what it’s worth, it was pretty much the game I set out to play and it got me to the end.
Jeff cautioned me about Scooby Doo reveals at the end. Tonight, however, I invite you to rip off this goat mask and, through your questions, to get to know the man underneath.
This man.